Monday, November 30, 2009

Rants of Old

When i react
To this relapse
Everytime that i hit that
The feedback
That brings back
Those fuckin memories back
I see that
You're not bad
For me to try and speak back
About that
You triple stacked
And now that you've left black
And blue
I choose
To never speak to you
You left me
You broke me
I'll never be the same thing
That you met
When i was left
Completely alone and instead
You left for
Some more score
Those nights back in '04
I was so pissed
I was depressed
Frozen in time, in distress
And now that
I'm free of that
I can't seem to move on from the past

Cuz at the end of the day we are all in bed alone
Thinking to ourselves about whether we should roam
Or stay where we are, since life is quite content
But if you piss people off, there wont be any left
So when you think about all the shit that you've gone through
Don't hesitate to remind yourself about all the good done to you
Since no one really cares whether you're happy or not
Everyone's just selfish, keeping to themselves alot

So leave me here alone
Cuz nobody really knows
Just how I've come to grow
So depressed and so alone
It's all I've really known
I try to pass a clone
Of myself stuck in a zone
Just merely getting by
Not distracted by the light
As so many others fight
To try and get through this life
I'll just take another hit
Try and get me to quit
I won't ever fear this shit
Cuz depression is my bitch
And I'll stab it til it bleeds
That fuckin crimson red stream
That comes to surface just to breath
Stare back at me as I seethe
Out every possible emotion
Of anger, passion, and commotion
This shit spreads like lotion
Covering up then the motion
Of another stray stream
That always leads back to me
I don't fight it cuz I need
The bitterness seems to feed
The inner hatred and greed
That overwhelms me as I see
Depression is a state of mind
If you give it enough time
It will consume you like lime
-stone engulfs caves and mines
So don't feel sympathy towards me
Cuz I like this life I lead
I bleed when I bleed
And that's all I can really be

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