tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21187690977622479182024-02-20T09:42:47.385-08:00Seventh Exitlostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-44988160438789628982009-12-06T22:58:00.001-08:002009-12-06T22:58:59.822-08:00ugly house<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Lookin off into corners can be hazardous</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Not paying attention to what's in front, oblivious</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">No idea who or what, when how or why</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Shit went down, don't even bother to lie</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz not Man-ing up can be quite a nuisance</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">When trying to identify just who you're losin</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Gaining everything back before even stepping forward</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Not a moment sooner, to accept your reward</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Before another one's dead at the drop of a pin</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Shattered existence, another 'late breaking' at ten</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And yet you sit back, viewing others through another prism</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">As if you could hide your entire life in one of 'em</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">These various ongoings that never seem to be connected</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">All come full-circle when you get infected</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You see, life is funny with what tends to happen</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Random shit goes down, you better hope you can snap him</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Back into reality cuz fantasy isn't fun</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Finding out shit's fake is depressing son</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So take a second to listen to your own thoughts</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">They are trying to tell you what your body does not</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">As you shop when you cop and adopt what you drop</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Those lame ass excuses tend to never shock</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And the corner's perception of what you've become</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Is some fucked up kid that is often the only one</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Since no one else is there for you to show off your new hair</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">As you continue to stare at what is clearly not there</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You hesitate for a moment, then feel all self-absorbed</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Into what can best be described as a feeling, but unsure</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You continue on your way, through that wretched path</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Until you are stuck, in front, of someone else's wrath</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You see, life is funny with what tends to happen</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Random shit goes down, you better hope you can snap him</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Back into reality cuz fantasy isn't fun</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Finding out shit's fake is depressing son</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So you find yourself in front of something lost</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's been found before, but it always has a cost</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Another riddle? Complexities are always the most fun</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Except for those that end with a gun</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz a smoking bullet is not what's best for them</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Not realizing that not everything is pretend</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">There are some things that you simply can't unsee or undo</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Like walking in on your girl and her new boo</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Putting you in a place of sheer misery</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Black and blues woes are inevitably</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Consuming souls of those that drift</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Without ever finding someone to make love with</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">They are the people that flock here</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">They are the people that others should fear</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You see, life is funny with what tends to happen</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Random shit goes down, you better hope you can snap him</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Back into reality cuz fantasy isn't fun</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Finding out shit's fake is depressing son</span></div>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-62073140172222571752009-11-30T22:54:00.001-08:002009-11-30T22:54:33.734-08:00Rants of Old<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">When i react</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To this relapse</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Everytime that i hit that</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The feedback</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That brings back</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Those fuckin memories back</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I see that</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You're not bad</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">For me to try and speak back</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">About that</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You triple stacked</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And now that you've left black</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And blue</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I choose</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To never speak to you</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You left me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You broke me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I'll never be the same thing</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That you met</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">When i was left</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Completely alone and instead</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You left for</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Some more score</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Those nights back in '04</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I was so pissed</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I was depressed</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Frozen in time, in distress</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And now that</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I'm free of that</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I can't seem to move on from the past</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz at the end of the day we are all in bed alone</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Thinking to ourselves about whether we should roam</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Or stay where we are, since life is quite content</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">But if you piss people off, there wont be any left</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So when you think about all the shit that you've gone through</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Don't hesitate to remind yourself about all the good done to you</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Since no one really cares whether you're happy or not</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Everyone's just selfish, keeping to themselves alot</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So leave me here alone</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz nobody really knows</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Just how I've come to grow</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So depressed and so alone</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's all I've really known</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I try to pass a clone</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Of myself stuck in a zone</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Just merely getting by</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Not distracted by the light</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">As so many others fight</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To try and get through this life</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I'll just take another hit</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Try and get me to quit</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I won't ever fear this shit</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz depression is my bitch</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And I'll stab it til it bleeds</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That fuckin crimson red stream</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That comes to surface just to breath</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Stare back at me as I seethe</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Out every possible emotion</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Of anger, passion, and commotion</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">This shit spreads like lotion</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Covering up then the motion</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Of another stray stream</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That always leads back to me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I don't fight it cuz I need</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The bitterness seems to feed</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The inner hatred and greed</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That overwhelms me as I see</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Depression is a state of mind</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">If you give it enough time</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It will consume you like lime</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">-stone engulfs caves and mines</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So don't feel sympathy towards me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz I like this life I lead</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I bleed when I bleed</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And that's all I can really be</span></div>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-23067786139187820992009-11-09T20:55:00.001-08:002009-11-09T20:57:18.187-08:00i REALLY need to write on here more >.<lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-90482763347267519402009-10-30T09:34:00.001-07:002009-10-30T09:34:19.569-07:00Masochism<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Some people enjoy things that others simply do not</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">For whatever reason people have preference of what they want</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">They like to do things that others simply despise</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">No matter what it is it's always tough to disguise</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To hide the fact from others about their addiction</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To their flavor of the week, what they do with conviction</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz no matter what, you can't change how these people act</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Since they react without reason, simply trying to enact</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">What they percieve as fact and reality</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">At the end of the day, they simply feed their need</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So when you see me acting in a weird ass way</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Don't think to yourself about how much you used to praise</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">This torn up person that has fallen from existence</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Who feeds his addiction without trying to resist it</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's that drug</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's my life</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's the rush</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That gets me high</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So pass me by</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">One last time</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And don't judge</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Since I won't budge</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">From this stance</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when you glance</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You better believe that you'll see</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I'll be that fuckin person that I hate</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That very same person on that lame ass date</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It gets me going </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Blood flowing</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Heart races</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I can't pace this</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I feed the greed</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I start to see</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">What I've become</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">What I'll be</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when I'm buzzing</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Thoughts running</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I wanna escape it</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I can't stand it</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So sit back and relax</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz Imma try and bring me back</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">From this hatred, from this low</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I can't stand it, I wanna go</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Jump deck</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Before I wreck</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Another person, another soul</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So when i roll</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Try to envision</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">A different person</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">From what I am</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz I can't stand this man</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">What I've become, what I am</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's that drug</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's my life</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's the rush</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That gets me high</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">So pass me by</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">One last time</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">And don't judge</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Since I won't budge</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">From this stance</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when you glance</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You better believe that you'll see</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I'll be that fuckin person that I hate</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">That very same person on that lame ass date</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's a needle of heroin</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Shot straight up from my left hand</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">A stab of PCP</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Straight into my right cheek</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's a line, it's a bowl</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">It's whatever that'll get me to stroll</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Along the timeline of life</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Diverting me from a wife</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when I try to be myself</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I just get brought back to hell</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To the very same place</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Of where i first lost that race</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I can't even try to pace</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You can see it on my face</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">I enjoy this drug simply way too much</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Being a masochist is like doing a lethal drug</span></div>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-24150061801497822622009-10-14T23:38:00.001-07:002009-10-14T23:38:55.948-07:00an OLD verse, for an old blog<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">High as fuck and that's all that matters</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when i attack, don't even be flattered</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">By the curious shit that i speak or say</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You don't understand when i speak about the day</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The day of the week that just seems to get by</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">No one really knows just exactly why</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Everything happens exactly the way it does</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when people get by, no one really goes</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Against just what the norm is, always contending</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To the various shit that is constantly pretending</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To lead the way of life that we should all follow</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Please o Please, don't follow that hollow</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Form of lifestyle that just shouldn't exist</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">People pretend to co-exist</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">With the very etentites that create this society</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The very entities that control us, the proprietary</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The very same people that attempt to take us down</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Those against us will constantly frown</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Upon the very people we have become</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Since you are alone, I am merely one.</span></div>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-80254186463234097522009-07-04T03:42:00.001-07:002009-07-04T03:43:07.991-07:00why?<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">High as fuck and that's all that matters</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when i attack, don't even be flattered</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">By the various shit that i speak or say</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">You don't understand when i speak about the day</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The day of the week that just seems to get by</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">No one really knows just exactly why</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Everything happens exactly the way it does</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Cuz when people get by, no one really goes</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Against just what the norm is, always contending</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To the various shit that is constantly pretending</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">To be the way of life that we should all follow</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Please o Please, don't follow that hollow</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Form of lifestyle that just shouldn't exist</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">People pretend to co-exist</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">With the very etentites that create this society</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The very entities that control us or proprietary</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">The very same people that attempt to take us down</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Those against us constantly frown</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Upon the very people we have become</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Since you are alone, I am merely one.</span></div>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-56784782783869595572009-05-18T22:12:00.000-07:002009-05-18T22:16:54.961-07:00Too. 4Hore. Won.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Life...it's whatever you want it to be</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Being the very thing you try to live free</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Freeing you from any hardships and trouble</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Troubling to know that you can't always control em</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Them being the problems that arise each day</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Daily you question how to make your way</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Weighing each and every option that you have</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Having only a few choices makes you mad</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Mad crazy obstacles constantly block your path<br />Paths that never seem to reveal their wrath</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Wrath merely just one of the seven deadly sins</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Sins thrown in any of the nearby trash bins</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Inner darkness shields the light</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Warmth not only physical but mental</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Bleakness engulfs the soul</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Like a blanket putting out the flames</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">With melancholy comes a sort of resolve</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">The edge that you need to overcome</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Allowing yourself to be that asshole</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">The funny thing about life is it's paradoxes</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">What you think is always wrong</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">You have to do the opposite</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">That bitter cold that overwhelms you</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">Is actually the very thing you needed to get through</span></div>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-89710803918085084102009-05-17T23:40:00.001-07:002009-05-17T23:40:27.243-07:005 17 09<div>The context of a rhyme isn't always what's important</div><div>The way it is said is often soft spoken</div><div>Lyrical content isn't essentially a must</div><div>Unless of course you don't want to be a bust</div><div>Knowing what you are talking about is always a nice thing</div><div>Giving your word credit, sometimes you need to pass on the bling</div><div>Merely pass on all the glitz and glam</div><div>That is presented for those selling out on their plan</div><div>Their plans of becoming a legit as MC</div><div>But instead, they throw it all away for some free</div><div>Cash, Ice, and females in their life</div><div>Idiots don't realize, they should indulge in their strife</div><div>Their struggles and anguish are what make you</div><div>Constantly adding to what you can contribute</div><div>But people are all the same, never gonna change</div><div>Cuz we are creatures of habit, limited by our range</div><div>The complexities of the human being are quite miniscule</div><div>Often much more common than some road kill</div><div>Now I have never been one that is quite decorated</div><div>With all the different struggles that are constantly commemerated</div><div>I just live each day, going through each struggle</div><div>But don't twist my words and think that I juggle</div><div>The life of a fiend, constantly caught up in heinous acts</div><div>Cuz that just ain't me, I'm simple like that</div>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-59596836558735990312009-05-11T21:45:00.000-07:002009-05-11T21:46:04.255-07:00Bitches<span style="font-family: arial;">Bitches are always fucking with my life<br />Causing drama to add to the strife<br />Convoluted actions are constant distractions<br />Throwing off perception, even my actions<br />Reactions being made to try and get through this<br />Weird ass relationship, always getting me pissed<br />They are always in my life, it's the way shit goes<br />It's the ebbs and it's the flows<br />The highs and the lows<br />It's those damn fucked up hoes<br />Constantly dragging me down<br />Always catching me on the rebound<br />Never can I find just a simple chill girl<br />Are there none that exist in this fucked up world<br /><br />At the end of the day I only have a few things to say<br />One, get outta my life, just get the fuck away<br />I don't care where, just don't fuck with me<br />Two, take all your fuckin shit away from me<br />I don't want anything to remind me of your promiscuous nature<br />And how much you dragged me down into this abyss of a chamber<br />I presently find myself in such a dark place<br />And you can bet it's cuz of you, I hate this fuckin space<br />Three, please never speak to me again<br />Don't hit me up ever, I just want it to end<br />And lastly give me what's left of my heart back<br />Even though you ripped it out, tortured it, and cracked<br />What's left of my dismal psyche<br />Bitch, get outta my mind so I can break free</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-9392835129733440032009-05-06T21:40:00.001-07:002009-05-06T21:57:12.874-07:00Greed<span style="font-family:arial;">Greed and power are what harm us<br />Constantly dragging us towards bust<br />Spontaneously combusting, ending the strife<br />People's gluttnous desires destroy their life<br />Incandescent lightbulbs lead to ideas and thoughts<br />But nothing gets done, it's all for naught<br />Those who are wealthy rape those with little<br />Taking their money, lives, it's quite belittling<br />It's what is wrong with the world; some of the problems<br />They must be fixed, we have to solve em<br />Forever doomed, is the current destiny<br />For those who continue will never be set free<br /><br />Can you see the sky, turn, green<br />From all the world's envy and greed<br />It's filled us all for all eternity<br />It spreads all the hate, lies, and misery<br /><br />These people in this world do fucked up shit<br />By going to a foreign place, and fucking with it<br />Castrating their people and their customs<br />Robbing the people of what makes them one<br />One in a million, before they were messed with<br />But power and greed leads people toward Sith<br />Darkness and bleakness are engulfing this planet<br />These people give in to the oil and granite<br />There's no end in sight to all this madness<br />It must end soon before it spreads and<br />Single handedly leads to the destruction<br />This shit must change, change to re-construction<br /><br />Can you see the sky, turn, green<br />From all the world's envy and greed<br />It's filled us all for all eternity<br />It spreads all the hate, lies, and misery</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-34858063629024399812009-05-03T23:43:00.001-07:002009-05-03T23:43:49.014-07:00Advice for the Needy<span style="font-family: arial;">Advice truly is a funny thing<br />No matter what you give, it's always haunting<br />Sitting in the back of the minds of those involved<br />Never truly surfacing, the problem is never resolved<br />Giving it is a fairly tricky thing to do<br />Having to word shit properly to someone who<br />Needs to hear just exactly the right words<br />And yet, you hold back, fearing that they'll lurk<br />Sit and recess in the back of their mind<br />Never reaching the front, never giving it time<br />To simply help during that time of need<br />Constantly giving in to that gluttnous greed<br />The future is what is important to look at<br />Not thinking about the past, its hard to get back<br />You can never simply go back in time<br />To change exactly what went down that night<br /><br />So phrasing those terms needs deadly precision<br />Cuz it's as permanent as circumcision<br />If you mess up, shit gets fucked<br />Never able to simply get tucked<br />Put away, back into the past<br />Cuz irrational decisions, forever they last<br />And no matter what happens, some advice is better than none<br />Since leaving a person to simply sulk in their thoughts is dumb<br />They will never be able to figure shit out<br />Since they will always constantly doubt<br />Think that whatever they do isn't right<br />Looking down on themselves, and their thoughts with all their might<br /><br />Listening to advice is just as critical<br />Those who don't get mentally physical<br />Constantly asking, and seeking for something good<br />But they find nothing, since they misunderstood<br />What it exactly means to seek help<br />Never listening to those that sell<br />Since those who give advice are few and rare<br />And all they seek, is to give you some spare<br />Thoughts, and moments of their time<br />And if not, forever doomed, you'll simply be out of your mind</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-29184438558988894672009-05-01T11:17:00.000-07:002009-05-03T23:21:25.421-07:00Amateur Drawings<span style="font-family: arial;">Let me attempt to paint this picture for you<br />I'm not good at drawing, so I'll use words to school<br />Teach you a little bit of what I think<br />Before you turn to dust, before you sink<br />Into hopelessness and despair, you simply think too much<br />About all the bad shit, never the good and such<br />You allow too many little things to bother you<br />Never allowing any of the good times to follow you<br />Recalling all of the fucked up shit that happens<br />The incandescent glow of a bulb mishapens<br />Your perception on life, time, and reality<br />Is always the same, until fatality<br />So please don't mistaken your thoughts and reactions<br />Take a second, before you make any bad actions<br /></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-39237405004964870262009-04-27T22:38:00.000-07:002009-04-27T22:39:05.400-07:00Badda Bing yo's<span style="font-family: arial;">Maybe this is really the perfect drug<br />Until the high ends, then you constantly chug<br />Single handedly trying keeping yourself intox<br />I never was one that liked many locks<br />Cuz you don't know what it's like to live this way<br />...shit its just hard to get through each and every day<br /><br />This drug is different, you have to understand<br />The side effects are miniscule, but it ain't bland<br />The high keeps you going, as you have more and more<br />Keeping you going, until your ass hits the floor<br />The rush is amazing, take my word on this<br />It's like nothing that you will experience<br />The crazy thing about it is that it's got many forms<br />Not limited to a single thing, it constantly deforms<br />Reforming into something totally new<br />You will be shocked at how it can't live without you<br /><br />This drug is like candy, there are many kinds<br />From one to another, you will definitely find<br />That there is something for everyone out there<br />So don't feel alone, just grab it by the bare<br />-El, you see, it's great, isn't it<br />I told you, you can't get over this shit<br />Once you've tried it you are definitely hooked<br />It's the kinda shit that will get you shook<br />Shaking at the knees, if that's really your thing<br />Some people like to dance, or even sing<br />This drug isn't exactly a narcotic one<br />But it will get you addicted, like Steve O, son<br /><br />You see, this drug I'm talking about isn't exactly tangible<br />But it's got more rep than Michaelangelo<br />It's something that you gotta feel, or simple imagine<br />Hear it through your skull, take the time to envision<br />People spend years, trying to perfect it<br />But most just get one or two legit hits<br />The kids, always gobbling up those lines<br />Thinking that if they spend enough time<br />They can one day too, be on the top of this game<br />Cuz this drug is MUSIC. and my rhyme was quite lame</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-64709783215880187782009-04-26T23:19:00.001-07:002009-04-26T23:19:21.652-07:00Shit Gone Wrong<span style="font-family: arial;">Feeling like he was never really quite with anyone<br />Never meant to be chillin or posting with no one<br />Just meant to be that one person who<br />Never quite finds anyone, not a single crew<br />Just that single loner, left out to dry<br />Never again, would he let the time fly.<br />Let shit get away, let people leave<br />For he needs to feel, like he can be<br />That he could be himself, around whoever he pleases<br />No one left, to even try to ease his<br />Abysmal past that always arises<br />Again and again, it really shouldn't surprise.<br /><br />He tries and he tries, but nothing will change<br />He's just that person, that's just too lame<br />Can never find a group, or scene to follow<br />It's his kryptonite, it's what makes him hollow<br />He yearns and he yearns just to feel complete<br />But the shit he does, prevents him from sleep<br />Keeping him awake, from dusk til dawn<br />Constantly thinking, what the fuck's going on<br />Never again will he attempt<br />To try and make himself content<br />With his life, or even anything else at all<br />It's a tall order, even for Biggie Smalls<br />It's the kinda shit that most people handle<br />But for this person, not even the candle-<br />Light glowing off over in the distance<br />Can distract him long enough, to keep his existence<br />He pushes and pushes until the end is near<br />And life pushes back, farther than it appears.<br />He's all alone now, shit took too long<br />For him to get around to finding what calms....him<br /><br />And that's what it is, don't even try to understand<br />This person is merely a mirage in this rant<br />I'm speaking for this person, as if he were real<br />He's merely just a figment, of me, you feel?<br />I speak for this person, because I'm afraid<br />To reveal me for who I am, don't make me beg<br />I don't want anyone to know, who exactly this is<br />That I've been speaking of, to all of these kids<br />These toddlers reading about me, trying to break me down<br />As if I'm some lab rat, an experiment gone wrong</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-69445146395316105962009-04-23T13:19:00.001-07:002009-04-23T13:19:32.542-07:00Top 5 Albums IMO in no order whatsoever<span style="font-family: arial;"></span><span style="font-family: arial;">At The Drive In: Relationship of Command</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Thursday: Full Collapse</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Far: Water & Solutions</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Poison The Well: The Opposite of December</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Rise Against: The Sufferer and the Witness</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-85146592822919408282009-04-22T22:11:00.001-07:002009-04-22T22:11:39.753-07:00Update<span style="font-family: arial;">So this may end up becoming a place where i just dump a bunch of stuff I write in my spare time....ya.<br /></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-16674370945736246952009-04-22T10:17:00.000-07:002009-04-24T10:21:48.615-07:00Who's To Fuckin Blame Now??<span style="font-family: arial;">We are constantly looking for who's at fault<br />No matter the circumstances, it's always the first thought<br />It sticks in our minds, for all eternity<br />We will not rest, until there's certainty<br />We are too insecure to simply let things be<br />Pushing ourselves to self destruction, just to see<br />What we feel is the 'truth' to what went on<br />Whether it's suicide, or blew up by a bomb<br />It's the one weakness that we all have<br />It's the slit of a wrist; a gut that's been stabbed<br />It's the stress your life, that leads to your demise<br />Preventing you from making decisions that are wise<br />It's what will bring you down, all the way to the end<br />No matter what you do, to your death, it will send<br /></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-53008913632829380252009-04-19T23:30:00.000-07:002009-04-22T21:59:04.034-07:00Just Whatev<span style="font-family:arial;">It gets cold, sittin in this dark place</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">So bleak that his heart, it starts to race</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">No one around, not even his conscious</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Abandoned again, it seems that he lost his</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Way to get through shit, no matter what it was</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Him alone, it really doesn't matter cuz</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">No one truly was there beside</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For all those times, they refused to reside</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For even a day, just exist in his life</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">To give some meaning for that dull knife.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">He begins to think back, to all those past times</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Those piercing lies, come back to cut ties</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Completely fuck him over, it seems too real</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">The incadescent glow becomes surreal</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Is that really something there, off in the distance?</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Or just another clone, to shake his stance</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">To get him to think a different way</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Before he can say, its too late, to change</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">And then he's here again, caught in this passing room</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It seems it's his home, forever doomed.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">People come and go, leaving him here</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">This time no different, a familiar fear</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Unsure of what's next, what he should do</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Move on from this point, or look back on the few</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Good times he spent, with whoever was last</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Whoever was left, from the abysmal class</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Those people were liars, they have all been the same</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Not a single different one, to calm his fuckin lame</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Attitude that never ever seems to fuckin rest</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It peaks and peaks with those high up crests</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Those mountains of fear and melancholy lows</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Not a single one left, to help with his woes.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">This dull knife is the only friend he's had</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Through thick and thin, through the good times and bad</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Yet ironically enough, the knife is quite different</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">As he stays the same, the knife's blade grows spent</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It's seen better days, back when it was still sharp</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Back when he had hope, before they did depart</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">And now it's left here with him</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">To attempt to help him fulfill this sin</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Continue to cut at all the shackles he has</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Holding him back, they are preventing his pass</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Into a better place, much more different than here</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">With people who stay, without people who fear.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">This single knife, it's all he's ever had</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">To help him cope, through the pain he'd glad</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">-Ly move on from this point in his life</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">The knife itself, can't end the strife</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But he doesn't care, he reaches and grasps</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Holding it close, pressing against his abs</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Like a samauri, he attempts to rip</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Away at his flesh, he losses his grip</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Not able to finish what he desires to start</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Not able to stop...the beating of his heart..</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-54236417522181637712009-04-17T10:13:00.000-07:002009-04-24T10:17:45.155-07:00Frozen Wasteland<span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Wandering around in this frozen wasteland<br />Nothing around, I can hardly see<br />Constant snowfall, going on for months<br />It's like the Ice Age with this endless blizzard.<br />Trees stripped bare of all their leaves<br />Little to no life, surrounding me<br />It's been tough enough to navigate<br />Little to no light makes it nearly impossible.<br />Yet, there's an eerie glow off in the distance<br />I struggle, but eventually make it<br />There's a town nearby, I'm finally safe<br />Walking through, a creepy feeling makes its way through me<br />It's been abandoned; merely an organized wasteland<br />My trip isn't done, I must go on<br /></span></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-34801885464170379562009-04-15T23:25:00.000-07:002009-04-22T21:54:05.087-07:00Me Being Me<span style="font-family:arial;">It's hard to understand what it's like to be me</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I appear to sit around, and observe silently</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Not realizing what exactly is my reason</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For the shit i do, It's not like I'm the seasons</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Being able to predict what will exactly happen</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Whether it'll snow or the beach will be crackin'</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But that shit ain't the purpose for what I'm about to say</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">These people don't know what it's like to live a day</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">In the shoes of a person who enjoys his grief</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">So listen real close, cuz imma make this brief</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I enjoy self-loating and what not</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It's just the way I am, so don't try and change me</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">The person I've become, is who to blame see</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Constantly looking down on myself you see</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For anything else is merely a bust</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It's a waste of my time, if it doesn't make me blue</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">And black on the inside, it's merely who</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I've become, it's the person that i love to hate</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Bitches get off my back who don't appreciate</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">A little bit of depression can go a long way</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">To give you that edge, to make it through the day</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">What i am saying may seem quite hypocritical</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For those who are alone please don't get spiritual</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Cuz you see that's the difference between you and me</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I enjoy this feeling, not having to worry</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">And now i will get to more of my point</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">The purpose of this speech that I did appoint</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I don't care about whether or not im well liked</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I don't give a fuck if you have to hit me with a spiked</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Drink if you must, take advantage of me</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">So you can try to understand this person you see</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">In addition to self-loathing i enjoy a buzz</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">A rush if you must, from this simple drug</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It's not like anything anyone has taken</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It gives me the chills, it gets my heart achin'</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Makes me feel on top of the fuckin world</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Yet at the same time, i get a sense of this curled</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Up person sitting up against a corner</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Rockin back and forth, no i don't got a boner</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">This person is what i have become</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Staying up late, cuz i can't get none</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Can't catch them Z's, won't count those sheep</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I was never one to listen to others speak</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">About different ways to try and get better</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">My life is ordinary, like some cheddar</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Cheez won't you please get off my fuckin back</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I don't need any help, and I never will</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Cuz these feelings i get, they are my favorite thrill</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">And now lemme take the time to wind this down</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I hope that you understand some of what i said</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I was never one for being all that organized</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Shit i can't even rhyme most the time</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But that has never stopped me from being me</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I enjoy this fucked up person that i've come to be</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">They call me Lost for short, and that's what i enjoy</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Cuz it is who i am, it is what i am</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I have no idea what exactly's going on</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">As i drift each day as if I'm at sea</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">So when you see me, please, don't say anything</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">About the way i act, or the shit i say</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It's just me being me, enjoying my rush</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Of this drug called manic, and this name of Lost</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-24967297064964400142009-03-05T22:07:00.000-08:002009-03-05T22:14:12.766-08:00The rain has ceased<span style="font-family: arial;">The rain "storms" that California, specifically San Francisco, just experienced were quite a change of pace. It was nice to finally have some sort of moisture fall from the sky, seeing as how we are currently stuck in yet another drought. And yet, as a few days of it went by, countless people, myself incuded, were waiting for it to finally subside. Rain in the Bay Area used to almost be something that was expected, and plenty of it. However, these past few winters have brought some of the best weather imaginable for this area (I am talking about 70s in the winter, which is crazy to imagine, since that's how warm summer is). I suppose it comes with the area, SF being known for having the coldest summers. As Mark Twain put it, "the coldest winter I ever experienced was a summer in San Francisco". Now there's a guy who was infamous for quotes, such as the only two things guaranteed in life are death and taxes. <br /><br />Anyways...enough rambling. I am hoping that I am finally motivated to keep up with this thing, seeing as how it isn't viewed much, but more so to simply have something to kill 10 minutes of my day that doesn't involve ranting at some kid on a forum or ranting at some kid on halo, or simply ranting at some kid at the mall or something (ranting at kids seems to be a common thing in alot of people's lives).<br /></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-29032507898659156832009-02-25T18:28:00.001-08:002009-02-25T18:28:58.241-08:00Wow, a few months..<span style="font-family: arial;">...have gone by since my last post, but I am finally getting the motivation back to posting again. I realize that no one reads this, but I will have to change that.</span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-45897547311695570682008-10-08T09:03:00.000-07:002008-10-08T09:05:41.020-07:00just a thought<span style="font-family: arial;">we spend all of our lives, creating who we are, making ourselves out to be some specific person. whether it has to do with what we wear, what we say, what we listen to, no matter what it is, we, as humans, do this everyday. and yet, this 'person' that we create, after all these years, what happens...when you dont like what youve created?..can you just change?..can you simply become something else, even though it took you years and years to become who you were...<br /></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-78575109205299555002008-10-06T22:44:00.000-07:002008-10-06T22:45:34.244-07:00been a while<span style="font-family: arial;">been up to alot lately, havent really been in the mood to blog really, but will post this little tidbit.<br /></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2118769097762247918.post-37544849032394969042008-09-21T22:58:00.000-07:002008-09-21T23:02:09.007-07:00sunday again<span style="font-family: arial;">So another week in the books, and that much closer to...iono, another sunday??<br /><br />Just received 3 of the 7 cds i have preordered/bought over the last month. Far really was a pretty kickass band, too bad they broke up and went their separate ways. As for the United Nations cd, shit its awesome. Never would i have ever imagined that a [insert their genre here] band could be this awesome to listen to. Of course, the mood has to be right to listen to them, or else it just makes you more pissed off XD.<br /><br />Other than that...a whole lot of nothing going on really, just suffered through two tests in school..which reminds me, i have one more tomorrow >.<...<br /></span>lostinlife777http://www.blogger.com/profile/17914810207597011578noreply@blogger.com0